hear me...keep thy mouth shut

there are alot of stuffs i wanna write abt but...

dunno how to start...

lets see...

i will never be a pussy whipped...never as my gd brothers are...or they became "sisterS" le..haha

i shall start from end of my exams...

if its boring...fuck off...

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3-9DEC

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gave up a job to a frd...

slack from monday to wed...

its first mambo after exams..of course i went

went with a few ntu frds...

sec frds..with their smu frds...

saw a bunch of my SRJC ODAC juniors..

they bloody group hug me...ha

i barely rem their names..

the bartender pissed me off...bad attitude...

danced till 4plus...

overall was fun..

Thursday was a day i was waiting for...

trip to KL with 4 other frds...wats left of my brothers in ntu..

b4 leaving singapore...i went down to MoS for the Queen of Queens of unis..

sadly my frd didnt win...

but met a couple of old pals there for a drink...

nvr play drinking game with ntu pple...

nvr...u cant win us..

friday morning reached KL...

shopped...went to a pub/club styled place to get a few beers at night...

shopped the next day too..

went to check out KL Zouk..

nice place...but crowd not happening there...

chatted thru the night with my frds...

letting off some steam is always gd...

came back on sunday

quite interesting trip...

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10-17 DEC

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i went clubbing for 3 nights in a roll...

crazy...MoS from Thurs to Sat...

got very tired and high on SAT

becos of freeflow..

left at 1am..very early sia...

Sunday was a lonely day...haha

spent alot of time thinking of alot of things...

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18-22DEC

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lets see...boring week...

raining like hell from mon to tues

wed was nothing much too...

thurs went to collect my pay...

finally...after so long...

today...went swimming...

in the rain..

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a few persons told me...

seems like i only go clubbing...

and i club alot..

ya it seems alot...

but have u realised...

YOU ALL ARE NOT FREE TO JOIN ME ANYWAY...

whether its a meal or jus meet up...

dun freaking complain...

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-you-

i will never bring you up on my blog again...

period

final

closure

i dun like being in the dark of things...even after so long...

go on and hide all u wan...i wun care..or ask anymore...

ask u out u think i joking...

well...you will never see me again

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Xmas is quite boring sadly...as always...

well think i will hit some place where they have fun and interesting things to do...

if not there is always the tv and US serials...

hahah

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i have been rather direct in my dealings with pple lately...

especially in light of 重色轻友

i am too direct in rebutting my frds...

cos i realised one things...friends in need are friends in deed

if pple who dun show dat quality..

you are not worth my time...

give up frds for a girl...fuck lah...

who were there when u got dumped,or in deep shit?

I am for one...the next time u fall down i wun be there to help

frds are dirt once u have the girl rite...?

hope she gives a Great BLOW to you..

lucky not all guys are not like dat...

not as if ur gal is an extinct animal or something...

give me i oso dun wan...

gals who dun understands their other halves are wasting oxygen...

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my gd frd told me..

when i like someone i dun tend to act on it...but but

to act on it...is to become vulnerable

been there

all the pretence acting and untruthness made me lose all faith..

i kept things simple...she made it hard...

think all girls are close to like dat...wanna enjoy the feeling of falling...but never fell

the times they fell...is when they hit rock bottom...they choose to believe they are still falling

when they hit a wall...causing more hurt to themselves...

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i shall stop here...

i am abit 愤世

aka sick and angry at the world

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